Driving Alone at Day’s End.

Somewhere around mile marker 43, my heart and the road finally meet. Slow, numb tears fall, expelling breath in relief, sticking to my cheeks, pooling at the cleft in my collarbone.

I look at the clouds. They float softly alongside me, great and quiet companions of grief thrown in high relief by the setting sun we leave behind us. They gather rain but don’t know how to release it.

And it is no particular thing; today is not an anniversary, nor a first, nor a last.

It is everything and nothing all the same. It is the world, which unfurls, vaults and slowly spreads itself to the thin horizon of a flat Wisconsin plain, wheat waving in the dry heat. Another day is ending.

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  • http://www.inspirationandroughdrafts.com/ Melissa

    Beautiful… sounds like poetry.

  • TGL

    Just another day with a hole in it. And the world spins madly on. xxx

  • val dering rojas

    Beautiful.  …and familiar. Been there many times. Thanks for describing something indescribable. 

  • Adriana

    Hang in there Bethany, hang in there sweetie.And if you feel like crying, cry…It DOES make you feel better…(I promised to myself that if I will ever be a parent I’m not gonna tell my children to not cry because “it does not solve anything”).

    Also, beautiful writing…

  • http://KatieAxelson.com/ Katie Axelson

    You make an ordinary moment sound beautiful. Well done.

    Katie

  • samanthakrieger

    Great blog Bethany.